Haha. Still currently immersed in Wilber’s new songs yo.

But anyway, margie showed me New Moon’s trailer. And I felt a tiny weeny bit of reluctance when I’m watching. I don’t know why though, but probably I’m afraid of watching and immersing myself in 2 person’s relationship which won’t ever happen in real life.

I remember after watching Twilight I was quite awed by the love Edward and Bella have, but I also pulled myself out of it pretty fast without obsessing over Robert Pattinson (maybe because he seems like a really bland person being himself and not Edward haha). So yes, I delayed the reading of the books too, partly because if I’ve read the book I’d probably won’t want to watch the movie, and partly because I’m fully aware that humans can never be like that, we live for ourselves, we love, so we can be loved too.

And so, I forgot what happened, but margie half yelled at me once, “CAN YOU STOP BEING SO PRACTICAL IN RELATIONSHIPS!? YOU CANNOT BE RATIONAL IN LOVE. Be more romantic can!??!”

… have yet to fall enough, don’t understand.